Hello this blog is dedicated to my new projects. It is starting with MDX1 the title name of the first recording is Mental Mayhem “Cold as Far”. I decided that with this new project I will try and document the progress of this piece and the new band all the way till the beginning of the next project. This means that I will even be documenting touring, local shows, rehearsals, interviews, recording sessions, anything about the creating of this piece.
The theme is Medical hence the name MDX pronounced “MEDICS”. The set of songs I wrote for this piece is based off the re cooperation of a disturbed mind. A mind that has been beat down and tore away from self love. A mind that has been betrayed, used, and has a broken trust in human kind. Leaving the heart unable to love.
Mental health is a very tricky thing. You can’t see it and most people accept it and just surround them self around like minded people. Never reaching out for help. Even if you do reach for help it is very rare that you could find it. It seems all that is out there is money hungry doctors that write you a prescription and send you on your way. I believe it takes a lot more than a pill to help an unbalanced abused mind.
Well I have put together the words and sounds of my songs from my own experiences. I believe that we all have the ability to live our dreams. There is just so many who have them self as their own enemy. This is what holds us back.
This piece is a purge of the destruction that I have endured in my life. A release of negative views, so the chains of the enemy will be broken. At times it can be a moral boast to encourage to build strength in who you are and what you can be.
“WE ARE TO BE STRONG, STAND UP, AND FACE THE ENEMY, HOLD WHO YOU ARE LIKE A SWORD, PIERCE, WHO YOU WON’T BE, WITH VENGEANCE TAKE THE HAND OF NO ONE, PITY, GIVE ME NONE!”
(a snip-it from the song “I Hate”)
Rule number one for me is to learn from my mistakes to admit my faults and work hard to not repeat them. I feel a need to share what I discover as I grow. Is This the meaning of being here? Could it be that simple? I think it could. When I think about it I see it as you are born alone in a world of beings that you will only know for a time. Then you die alone. Are we visiting earth to learn and get ready for what ever is next?
Just a thought.
MEMBERS of MDX
EVA O . VOX . GUITAR .FRANKIE . DRUMS . DESTRUCTION .SCARLET DREAM . VOX . GUITAR .